Tired... Exhausted.... Stress Out!!!

I thought I will have much more time and feeling more relax to up date all my pending post. Yes..... "I thought". Reality.... I am TIRED.... I am EXHAUSTED..... I am STRESS OUT..... I do not have my own personal time now even weekend. What am I busy of now? Work... Work.... and Work.... This I would like to thanks the previous Finance Manager in my current company. He left a lots of "shit" for me to clean up with no systematic or anything that I can use to speed up everything. I need to do whole year account from A to Z within this short half year. Meanwhile I need to do the on going task.

 

Now I really understand the feeling friend of mine when she stress up and send into emergency wad. Recently I do not have a good rest at all. With my work and my unstable emotion and also all those unhappy thing happen around me had really stress me out. I don't really feel happy each day and feeling myself so fake when smile and laughing in front of people. Sometimes, I don't really know what am I doing and who am I?

 

Stress really could harm us deeply. It cause me fall sick frequently, body weight increasing uncontrollable, emotion become unstable, could not sleep well and most important is I lost the real me. Nowadays, I will keep myself lock in the room alone work and work and will always think negative. I know it is not a healthy life for me or anyone else. I trying to balance back my life style to a healthy and happy life. Getting back the rainbow of my life to the correct position.

Don't really understand what am I try to express? Is OK.... cause I don't really understand myself. Anyway. just hope those people that having the same situation with me, will get themselves out to beautiful world as soon as possible.

Welcome back to me....

Since after my last post, been a busy day till now..... Even a simple good night sleep I still haven't had one. Phew.... Lets start a simple summary of me for this new year.... I know it been passed almost 3 months.... 2013 is a brand new year for me, a new challenge, new life, new wishes, new plan and of cause a brand new me. I had change to a new company which everyone think is far and is totally a new business  field for me that I never try before. This new jobs is really challenging and is what I am looking for.... but..... of cause lots of thing happen here. Never mind, cause I enjoy it well but a bit stress compare to the previous company. Okay, those working life I don't really want to discuss here.

I had a brand new plans and wishes for this year and I hope it can be proceed smoothly and all wishes can be come true. Then it will be super duper prefect...... 2012 Christmas passed.... 2013 New year passed.... 2013 Chinese New Year passed..... and also my birthday passed.... And I didn't blog anything about it. I wish I had the time on this weekend and I can post up a part of it. I tried a few nice food and place and would like to share with all of you.

I would like to add one more wish for my 2013 wishlist is that, I could up-to-date my this tiny blog on time and my english grammar will improve more. I wish I will only blog about nice food, nice place and also nice experience here for this 2013. Cause Happiness is Sharing..... Alright for now, this my short summary of my new 2013 chapter.... So.... Welcome back to myself.....