Tired... Exhausted.... Stress Out!!!

I thought I will have much more time and feeling more relax to up date all my pending post. Yes..... "I thought". Reality.... I am TIRED.... I am EXHAUSTED..... I am STRESS OUT..... I do not have my own personal time now even weekend. What am I busy of now? Work... Work.... and Work.... This I would like to thanks the previous Finance Manager in my current company. He left a lots of "shit" for me to clean up with no systematic or anything that I can use to speed up everything. I need to do whole year account from A to Z within this short half year. Meanwhile I need to do the on going task.

 

Now I really understand the feeling friend of mine when she stress up and send into emergency wad. Recently I do not have a good rest at all. With my work and my unstable emotion and also all those unhappy thing happen around me had really stress me out. I don't really feel happy each day and feeling myself so fake when smile and laughing in front of people. Sometimes, I don't really know what am I doing and who am I?

 

Stress really could harm us deeply. It cause me fall sick frequently, body weight increasing uncontrollable, emotion become unstable, could not sleep well and most important is I lost the real me. Nowadays, I will keep myself lock in the room alone work and work and will always think negative. I know it is not a healthy life for me or anyone else. I trying to balance back my life style to a healthy and happy life. Getting back the rainbow of my life to the correct position.

Don't really understand what am I try to express? Is OK.... cause I don't really understand myself. Anyway. just hope those people that having the same situation with me, will get themselves out to beautiful world as soon as possible.

Welcome back to me....

Since after my last post, been a busy day till now..... Even a simple good night sleep I still haven't had one. Phew.... Lets start a simple summary of me for this new year.... I know it been passed almost 3 months.... 2013 is a brand new year for me, a new challenge, new life, new wishes, new plan and of cause a brand new me. I had change to a new company which everyone think is far and is totally a new business  field for me that I never try before. This new jobs is really challenging and is what I am looking for.... but..... of cause lots of thing happen here. Never mind, cause I enjoy it well but a bit stress compare to the previous company. Okay, those working life I don't really want to discuss here.

I had a brand new plans and wishes for this year and I hope it can be proceed smoothly and all wishes can be come true. Then it will be super duper prefect...... 2012 Christmas passed.... 2013 New year passed.... 2013 Chinese New Year passed..... and also my birthday passed.... And I didn't blog anything about it. I wish I had the time on this weekend and I can post up a part of it. I tried a few nice food and place and would like to share with all of you.

I would like to add one more wish for my 2013 wishlist is that, I could up-to-date my this tiny blog on time and my english grammar will improve more. I wish I will only blog about nice food, nice place and also nice experience here for this 2013. Cause Happiness is Sharing..... Alright for now, this my short summary of my new 2013 chapter.... So.... Welcome back to myself.....

21.12.20012. ~ End Of The World?

Today is 21 December 2012, Friday.... Excited? For all the working adult sure feel excited when reaching Friday. Cause is TGIF!!!! Last day of work and weekend just around the corner. Do not need to face those annoying people and all those work. But I believe this Friday will be slightly different feeling compare other Fridays. This is because is that today is 21 December 2012.

Did anyone of you remember the movie name as "2012" directed by Ronald Emmerich and release at around year end of 2009? I believe most of you watch this movie before. For those didn't watch it before, this movie is about the moment when the world come to the end and the date is today ~ 21.12.12. Is a scary and sad movie for me but also a meaningful fiction movie too. How about you? So, do you know why the reason I say that today slightly different feeling? Do you think that this day will come true? So far I not sure cause now another 2 hours will end of 21.12.12 and 22.12.12 in another 2 more hours. But some people told me that there is still another around 100hrs more to go....

Ok, this thing is a prediction from the Mayan people. They believe it and go for some pray. Just watch a news say that there is a China man believe that the world is going to end today. He spend all his & his wife 3 years saving with estimated RM100,000 in today. For us, we will say " Is this man crazy?" but for his thinking is that we so hard save up so much and we didn't spend it before we die it so wasted. Because of his thinking, now his wife want to divorce with him. Actually we never know what will happen tomorrow. Let say tomorrow is the end of the world, what in your mind now?

If you asking me, I think that if everyone of us here is safe and pass 21.12.12 safely then 22.12.12 is our new beginning.... Let all the unhappy and bad thing go along with 21.12.12 and we had a new life, new start and a new beginning on 22.12.12. Do you agree with me? Will update all the delay and postpone blog soon.

 

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